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Paralyzed
13:49 Jul 31 2006
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Afraid to open up, to trust, to leave my guard down with you, to leave you in means to risk the pain when the sun goes down yet again. Afraid to leave you get close, for me to become dependent in so many ways, to leave you see the emotions held within the back of my head. Afraid to believe in everything, to believe something could be more than a dream, of the end of something we're both so scared to begin. Afraid of the amount of trust I already feel, scared of moving so fast without a chance to heal. Terrified of it all happening again and giving another so much of me so soon...
Just so
scared
of losing
control...
Lost and Broken Within the Heartache11:04 Jul 17 2006
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Did you love me or was it all just a lie?
I feel destroyed, like I can't go on
But I am still holding on, believing we may survive.
How could everything end? To never be in your arms again.
I love you and I always will
But why did all this happen, the final blow delivered, just to be killed...
My heart is broken never to be the same...
Love is suicide committed in so many ways!
When everything was great, it vanished,
just to be a dream,
like you always promised me it would never be
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